There are so many people I need to thank...who are part of the reason why I am still here. My Ed!... who carried me through it all, even when I told him to put me down I had had enough, he never stopped being there, he pushed me on, trying to find the wife & mum he once knew! Our beautiful daughters who give me the reason to go on. They just wanted and needed their mummy back! My Mum & Dad who had to watch as their child's heart broke again. My amazing sisters who stuck by me no matter what...I was not a nice person and they stayed with me. Each one of us have a little piece of Peter that only we will know! Things we can share but others will never own! Each of my sisters are blessed with this! I am very blessed with the circle of friends I have... Friends who sat with me when I was nothing but a shell of the person I used to be, friends who never gave up on me, never left me. Who keep Peter in my life the way I need to have him...with my friends I never have to wonder when I last heard them speak of Peter they have never brushed him under the carpet! He is very much part of our friendships. Peter brought me together with people who I never thought I would become lifetime friends with. Who's faith kept them strong enough to stick by me no matter what my pain lashed out at them! There are "wee people" who have came into our lives...who have brought smiles, laughter, tears, love. Little people who stop me in my tracks at times...when I get a little look, smile, cheeky face or endless questions! Then I hear that little voice saying "mummy am still here!" For everyone who will let Peter live on! Thank you! x